recent posts. 3/4 dead. bom-bi-bi your love is my drug. emptiness head over heels i'll wait. troublesome ONE MINUTE. chill~ RAWR!

stuck in the moment.

i screwed my science paper as predicted. did not really tikam-tikam the questions, but then using my brain and not using it is the same, sure flunk liao luhh. dun feel like knwing my results until term 3. blahblahblah. im dreaming.
higher mother tongue students tmrw actually dun need go school, but then im going just to double-check. gosh. everybody like dun believe me lidat. so ahya, who cares ? go jiu go lohh. then can eat breakfast with wenhuii :D yingqi and cheekeng not coming for sure.

today went "my toast" to eat with wenhui, valerie, cheekeng, yingqi and jasper. bought nissin soup noodles. yingqi keep say is actually maggi noodles except they added hotdog, eggs, and vegetables. LOL. then she say she can cook herself. there buy need $3.80. budget -.- then went value$ shop buy apple tea. cheap. seventy cents. was walking around, then we proceeded to the creative corner, or wadever it's called. we too bohliao lerhs. ended home at 12.06.
slack lots. cos nth to revise for. grr, life's too boring. nobody to chat with also.

i think it's really time i shud admit to fate, as in i think i already admitted to it. my piano teacher took 4 years to forget a person whom she had a crush on. so actually, 17 months isn't that long as compared to my teacher's. but the whole procedure throughout to endure everything is so painful and tough. uptill now, i can say that it's impossible for me to like you back. it's fading and still continuing. i hope when i see you soon during the reunion, i won't have anything feeling special for you, cos i dun wan to have. i just wan to treat you like an ordinary friend/ classmate like i treat everybody in class, nothing extraodinary or special. i dun wan to treat you too good or treat you too bad. neither do i wan to love you nor hate you. i dun wan any feelings for you. maybe it'll take 1 year ? 10 years ? maybe forever ? i never noe.