Thursday, May 26, 2011, 8:53 PM

improved, but didn't meet my target. it's okay, i'll work even harder for ca2.

people look down on me, never mind, i'll prove to them everything by the end of this streaming year.

many conflicts rn. i want to know the problem, so that i can make an effort to change it, and everything goes back to square one.

but nobody wants to tell me the problem, so it's left hanging there, we are practically strangers.

i don't understand a single thing.

i don't understand what's happening.

i don't understand what's wrong.

i don't understand why.

i don't understand how did things turn like this

i can't rely on anybody rn.

cuz there ain't anybody whom i can.

now i understand why there's a quote whereby it says,

everybody has their own problem to solve, so nobody will have the time to help you solve yours.

i used to think i can tell my problems to my friends,

but now, i don't think so.

they have better things to do. rather than my stuffs.

they look happier without me with them.

cuz i see that this afternoon.

i think my existence won't do anything to anyone.

even if i go tomorrow, nobody will even figure out.