You don't have to know me/


I can't distinguish between any of my emotions anymore.
Wednesday, June 1, 2011, 2:04 PM

"Even when you feel ugly or depressed or guilty or ashamed, there is an inner spark in you which is light. This light is your beauty. This light is your reflection of God. You are a child of God, thus you are beautiful. "

very depressed these three days.
many suicidal thoughts too, especially yesterday night. i felt that i'm just an extra person living in this world, disrupting my parents' peace. my mum said, if she was given a choice, she would choose not to have me, having a dog is better.
ok..... i totally don't know what to say. but seriously, she doesn't care anything when she said that. she has no idea how hurtful those words can be.

class outing was super fun. very fun. i'll update more about class outing another day when i feel better.